Friday, January 1, 2010
all my bmt friend is in unit already.... i still staying in charlie doing those bo liao stuff.... belong to no unit.... learning nth... wasting my life in ns...
currently my leg was reali in a bad state... cannot run, cannot jump and cannot stand too long... cannot down pes due to many reasons.... too hard to down pes... because of those stupid soldier like to chao keng all the way... people like us who reali need medical attention will group under same chao keng group as them...
cannot blame them... because if i will the medical officer i will be the same too... jus blame the system....
now in charlie jus like those extra worker or backup stuff... help in all ways we can help... cos we have no posting and training going on.... still we are drawing monthly allowance from the government... cos they will make us do those sort of thing to help up the company... some time i jus don feel needed in the company... at least for now i am the overall in charge for those new ooc... need to learn them a lot of thing and tell them all the dos and dons...
now my life onli insist of wake up.... go offices show face.... eat..... call meiyi when free.... bath.... go toilet.... go canteen if happy.... sleep and help up if needed.... other than that i jus don know why am i in ns.... feel so useless now... 1.5 years to go... i miss meiyi.... i miss nyp... i miss mcdonald.... i miss the food at chong pang... i miss home....... i miss everything that have no connection with ns.... but i still in ns... not good enough or unfair?
being combat fit in singapore is a crime.... not combat fit is bouns....
if u r combat fit, u need to train like a dog.....
if u r not combat fit.... omg.... the life in ns is totally difference... jus to cco store to collect some stuff in the afternoon... knock the door of the store room.... no reply.... knock again.... no reply..... den when i jus about to leave... the door slowly open.... the storeman will sleeping in the store.... btw the storeroom is air-con one.... so shiok...
another good example is clerk... everyday 8 to 5 in the air con room....
there were too many combat fit ppl keng thru... having relax life...
there were also too many non combat fit ppl group under chao keng and now still suffering...
