Sunday, September 27, 2009
Mood : Fucking bad
Mental Power : left 10%
Phy Power : left 30%
Estimate next week all will drop to less than 5%
After
BMT I enter
SISPEC (Suffer In
Silent Plus Extra Confinement), their motto is "We Pride (People Rest I Do Everything) We Lead".
I just hate everything about what I doing now... When can i get my freedom back?
I just have lesser rest, lesser time, lesser sleep, lesser happiness, lesser phone time with her...
And Have more training, more scolding, more sleepless night, more stress...
The onli two things i happy with were better food and being same section with my BMT section mates....
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY............... Who can answer me WHY??? I know the peace we enjoying now is the result of past NS men and now is my turn to take over...
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE BEFORE 11 JUNE 2009...