Sunday, September 27, 2009
Mood : Fucking bad
Mental Power : left 10%
Phy Power : left 30%
Estimate next week all will drop to less than 5%
After
BMT I enter
SISPEC (Suffer In
Silent Plus Extra Confinement), their motto is "We Pride (People Rest I Do Everything) We Lead".
I just hate everything about what I doing now... When can i get my freedom back?
I just have lesser rest, lesser time, lesser sleep, lesser happiness, lesser phone time with her...
And Have more training, more scolding, more sleepless night, more stress...
The onli two things i happy with were better food and being same section with my BMT section mates....
WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY............... Who can answer me WHY??? I know the peace we enjoying now is the result of past NS men and now is my turn to take over...
I MISS EVERYTHING ABOUT MY LIFE BEFORE 11 JUNE 2009...
Yoz GUY!!! I am back from my BMT finally...I think i reali go thru a lot in my BMT, get to learn and see a lot of thing. They always like to say NS is a place that boy become a man, but to me is because they made you suffer so that u will not take everything around for granted... They would onli give u those thing that is "MUST HAVE" but not those that is "GOOD TO HAVE"... so in NS u can onli live all the very very basic thing... so most of us will "suffer" without car, computer, PSP etc....
First DayStill remember the first day is like jus happened yesterday... Meiyi came to my house early in the morning and we had breakfast together before heading to pick-up point for enlistment... a bit sad to give up my pink IC and collect my 11B (Green IC), cos i know i will trap in this island for the next 13 weeks... we had our lunch together before fall in to collect my stuff and went to company... i feel like crying and i know she felt the same too when i need to fall in... no chioce but to control hard...
After everything collected and put our thing in the bunk, jus do all the admit thing all the way until dinner... oh god... i ask myself is this the kind of food i going to eat for the next 13 weeks??? no joke... but i reali keep asking myself why i had to eat these for every spoon of rice i pushing into my month and force myself jaw to move... first night i call back home den call her... the min i heard her voice i breakdown and cry.... i know i know it is "not man" stuff in army but i know i jus miss her and don wan to stay here... i jus can't control and i know she try hard to control too...
First WeekEvery one sec passes i know i am one sec nearer to see her... Everyday passes i get to tell myself to get use to every single thing here... I grad for all the section and PL mates i have, reali... YOU GUYS GREAT!!! COS we suffer together...
Second WeekGet to know everyone and train hard together, also of cos do silly things together.. Things start to get better and a bit of enjoyment start as we know each other better...
I think jus skip all the fittness training we had and share about all the major event...
HGHG stands for Hand Grenade, learn all sort of ways to throw it and all the knowledge about it. Can't share too much detail here but that was a great exp to feel the impact how great can this little green thing can do...
SAR 21A gun that SAF replace M16, a better aiming one and simple as it has lesser parts to learn compare to M16. Learn how to strip and assember it... Still remember the time i PK with JJ all the way... i think we are the faster the the section... we took around 10 sec to strip it and around average 14 sec to assember it..
During the live shoot i manages to shoot 30 out of 32... consider a markman.. haha.. but my company being a markman don worth much because too many of them...
DutyEveryone was assign with duty... Like toilet cleaner, stair clean, arm personnel, bunk cleaner, office cleaner and rubbish IC etc...
HoLY SHITTTT... I was assign TOILET CLEANER!!! And i fu*king clean the toilet for three fu*king months.................................................................. haiz........................
H1N1Hmmmm... this one cannot say much la... i can onli say i nearly cannot come back... haha...
Route Marchwhahahahaha... this is what all REC loves and hate... trust me...
Field Camp6d5n without bathing is no joke... and eat green pack... LOL... one word: SUFFER...Trained all the jungle fighting method "live" in the forest... you can't see anything after 7pm, you have to do everything in dark... FUN.... LOL... You will also need to dig your own "coffin hole" to sleep inside... you jus wun get to be clean one lah... also you will get to see your "so-call" buddy true colour in the camp... of cos forgetting the rain during the second last day of our field camp... all our belonging was cover with muddy water and the "coffin hole" were filled with with muddy water too... reali fu*king du lan sia... sian halfzzz...
Sit TestAfter 3d2n camp soon after your field camp, this is jus something to test your leadership... You will be given missions to do and everyone will get the role of leader once and the officer will see how you perform... so for those die die wan go OCS must work hard..
IPPTHaha... I fail... But pass before POP...
SOCWorse then IPPT... Enjoy...
ConclusionOverall i did enjoy in this BMT with so many friends... thru out the whole three month in tekong i had been thinking hard to get out of this island and look forward for POP... Out of the sudden, ONLY on the day of POP... i suddenly had a BIT of feeling don bear to leave this bunk... afterall we had been living in this bunk for three months...
How can i forget the time we play with water spraying at each other when washing the toilet?
How can i forget the time we march to food house and march back?
How can i forget the time all the song and cheer we had did together?
How can i forget the time we suan each others for everything?
How can i forget the time suffer togther in field camp?
How can i forget the time we booking out together happily and see each other saddy face the next day?
How can i forget the time we make fun of our officer and SGT?
How can i forget the time we encourage and helps each other to pass SOC and IPPT?
How can i forget the time we sit together aound the table and talk cock during free time?
How can i forget the time we dance during REC night?
How can i forget the time we keep saying W D ang for being slow until he du lan?
How can i forget the time all of us sleep on the floor for hours?
How can i forget the time all of us clean the bunk?
Guys... There were too many things that i can't forget even using my life time...
03/09 S'SOY PL4 Section 3
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