Monday, December 15, 2008
well?nothing to say and nothing to hear, still i feel the pain again and again... hoong soon is leaving, i am alone... heard a shocking news last sat, very shock but i must say she is very brave... jia you...
~maybe i should not care so hard what is been written... it is jus words... i am badly affected by those word, long waiting without recovery... i changed something too and exchange with more hurtful changes... due to disappointment having on me... life is going on and night always come after day...
~whats had been done cannot be undone and whats happen been removed no longer the same when return... scar is there to stay when the pain is gone... i am truly tired and no more energy to care what is been written... like what had been written.... "you onli need your job, your hse and yourself"
~i need one more thing which is my soul... which had been fly out from the cut in my heart... AND also if possible one "hong xian" from "yue lao" that can tie both heart together...