Friday, July 11, 2008
My lifeThese few days had been thinking about my life...*Past
*Present
*Future
All my failure and success ALL owned to my own personality, personality pull me high up and also drop me to the bottom of the hill. One factor contribute to the part of my success is actually my brother... Still rememeber during primary school(when he is in seconday) I always like to see his CCA, he did very well for his CCA(which I think this is the only thing he excel AND I REALLY MEAN EXCEL). His rank is so high and with a lot of reward for his CCA. I can see that he spent a lot of time on it, for me this is the first time of my life to see people working hard for his goal.
So when I was in secondary school, I join NPCC and start working very hard like my brother did. I go for ALL course, training, meeting and camp... I get two colorless reward for my CCA in sec 3 and 4. My study is actually a pieces of shit in primary, my PSLE is only 171(all get C onli chinese is A). Even in secondary during lower sec my result belong to one of the "suck^est" student! Some how due to unknown result(even myself don know) I start to have interest in study and that when my result start to improve! That is when I get my first colorless reward in sec 3.
I start to see the fruit of my hard work, that when my result improve even more. Sec 3 is also the time I join Mcdonald as a part-time crew, I take work seriously and got promoted to crew leader shortly within less than 6months. My N level was 6 point by getting all B and go for sec 5, of cos my o level is not bad lah, if not how i get into a science course in NYP... hehe...
As for excel in work, i met the right boss and with my hard work... I promoted manager soon after O level end. Anyone here believe in friendly competition? I DO...
I have one friend which I already treat him as brother... He is Terry... He chiong CCA and work together with me... In CCA and work he is holding on to same rank as me... Until one day I was very touch when he told me something... He say without me, he wun be who he is now... Because when he saw the way I do thing, he don't want to lose to me... That why he also work very hard to stay on the same path as me... This is a friendly competiton... Not hurting our friendship at all during the process... onli improvement... To him, i am a competitor who he want to win... To me, he is someone who fought side by side with me...
This is the success part cause by my personlity... Now here come the falling part... I transfer to PS Mcdoanld after I get promoted to manager... At that time I told myself since I can be a success crew leader, i can be a success manager too!!! My personlity cause me to be very proud of myself and all the manager there HATE me... They will do whatever thing they can to bring me down because I was full of myself... I suffer a lot because I am reali a SUCK person in PS... I scold my business manager and business consultant(all far more high rank den me) when I was just a trainess, this is so proud am i... I must thank god that i am so lucky never getting sack... When all of them lost hope on me and kick me out to another outlet, I was under a new RM call Hwei Yuen... She make me feel I a lousy manager, and that the time I improve because i want to prove her wrong... She let me know what a manager should be and teach me a lot of thing that can apply in my perssonal life and work... I must thank her for what I am NOW, without her I think i am just a useless manager... As for study... I was kind of sleeping in year one and sleep even more in year 2... Because I proud of my O level result!!! My personlity again... Now is year 3 already, i think i should not be sleeping now... IT IS TIME TO WAKE UP... I still have time for this sem and attachment to pull my GPA up... I WANT TO GO UNI~~~I know i can't go far without going to uni... I have my own goal in life, I know i can't reach my goal without going to uni...
Those old ah ma ah pek always say there were always up and down in life... I have my UP in secondary for school and work because of my personality... I also had my DOWN after o level to year 2... I think its time to reset my own goal... I know my second UP is coming... Until the day i close my eye forever... I not going to let my life go to second DOWN again...
p/s: Law of attraction apply here... (-_-)
